To you, with lots of love

To You,

Do you want to know what I see when I look at you every time, I see the most magnificent piece of art, so simple yet so intricate that every time I look at you I find something more beautiful to admire and you say no one would even know you exist? People like you are born to be noticed. Someone would have to be extremely blind not to notice you.

Let me tell you this for the umpteenth time, you are the most interesting person I could ever meet or have ever met and I want to shout at the top of my voice and tell everyone this, to let everyone know that a soul as beautiful as you could exist and how grateful I’m to meet you.

The day I set my eye on you, I knew you’re going to be trouble, because I knew you’d never let me in, because I knew that I’m going to have a hard time getting off the cover of the pretence, yes I know you’re constantly being torn by your demons that you pretend to be strong, pretend that you’re okay, that nothing is bothering you, that you don’t care but I can see it in your eyes, I can see through the pretence of happiness that you’re broken, that behind the carefree person you try to be is someone who is trying very hard to hold himself together, that behind the arrogant prick you try to be is the most caring person I could ever meet.

I must say you’re very good at hiding it, but not as good as you think; behind those never standing still eyes of yours are questions and thoughts that you’ll never let anyone know, one very keen look at you and I can see the storm raging behind them and you being tossed in the deep ocean of your thoughts.

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Do you want to know why I care, why I never leave you? Because I cannot see you lose yourself, I cannot see you being someone you’re not, although you might push me away, but I’ll keep coming back, you know why? Because you’re worth it, you’re worth the pain, you’re worth the tears and I cannot see you being bothered by your demons.

But today I promise you this, I promise to never let you face any of your demons alone again, I promise to never let you doubt yourself again, I promise to keep reminding you that you’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met, I promise to see through that cloud of pretence, I promise to read through your eyes, I promise to never leave you alone. I promise to never let go off you. I promise to make you fall in love with yourself and you know why I’ll do this because I know you’d do the same for me.

I don’t know what you call this alien feeling, may be it is love, may be not but whatever it is I do not want to lose it, I do not want to lose you because once in a life time you meet someone who feels like a shower of happiness and you’re that shower of happiness to me and all I want is to get drenched in that shower of happiness. ❤

Lots of Love

-A

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54 thoughts on “To you, with lots of love”

      1. IF it is imagination than I must salute your imagination power, because, for imagination also one must have some one in mind, because, it is said imagination is also based upon some facts, believe me, I don’t have exact word to praise your this post………..
        If you are really imaginative person, imagine how much, I am happy to read this post, infinite imagination must be the proper word.
        Wishing you all the best…………………

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  1. This is so heartfelt. I relate to a lot of your words regarding my relationship to my best friend. I too did not want to leave him alone facing his demons. We had a close relationship like brother and sister. I was there for him whatever.

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      1. Yes, that is exactly how it feels. Unfortunately he couldn’t back up our friendship the way I did after he was over the worst. I made it to let him go without being mad. I will be there if he needs me but I don’t feel the need anymore to run behind him.

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      2. It was a long journey and I took some scars from it. But it was most educating. He helped me a lot to believe in myself again which made me detach from many things (and beliefes) I clinged on for decades. But then I was attached to him and he helped me again (unconsiously) with his behavior to detach from him again. Life is awesome, isn’t it?

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    1. Erika,
      Actually, this post is suitable for all of us, those who passes from situations and circumstances of life when we don’t want to let down someone and sometimes to hold on also seems difficult task.

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